"Lose yourself"

Today was another one of "those" days. Sophia didn't sleep for more than 45 minutes at a time again. On top of that, whenever I was out of her sight she would cry. So trying to do laundry and dishes was not so easy. I have been feeling as if I'm in a rut. I just feel drab and homely as of late. When you have a baby you "lose yourself". You lose your body, you lose sleep, you lose your time, you lose your mind!! Even though it's the most amazing thing in the world....it's hard at times. I'm not sure how you get through these feelings. Unless....you get a complete and total makeover and date your husband more often.
Then & Now

Tomorrow we go to the Blue Angels Homecoming show. It will be Sophie's 1st air show (outside the womb). It's always a really good show, so we are excited. We were going to go to the night show tonight. Circumstances did not allow that. Chris didn't get home from his flight today until after 4. The show started at 4:30 and the drive alone takes perhaps 30 minutes. Not worth it. I got a call from a friend of mine from the playgroup Sophie and I go to. She was having another couple (another one of the mothers from the playgroup) over for dinner and games, and she invited us as well. It was a lot of fun. It's always fun to play games, eat pizza, throw a few back... and try to entertain babies all at the same time!

Well I just fed Sophia and put her down for the night. Hopefully us getting off our regular schedule won't totally mess her up tonight! Anyway....

Life is good.